Argh...

Man, no matter what I do to create space and try to forget, it always seems to come back and bite me in the ass. I had fun in Vegas this past weekend; it was epic with lots of alcohol, new experiences, bachelorettes, bachelors, going out of my comfort zone, etc...but it's always the same result at the end. Wondering what I am doing and where I am heading. No matter how temporary the happiness is, in the end, I am overwhelm with sadness and grief. You really start questioning if you can truly be happy anymore with nowhere else to turn..