Sometimes you wonder if life will be okay. Everything goes against your way and as mighty and as hard as you push to overcome it, it just overwhelms you. I been feeling like that for the longest time, trying to grasp at straws, looking for anything to satisfy my curiosity.
I felt so hurt and betrayed, and in my misjudgment, I took it out on the one person who was there for me all this time. Even though we had our tiffs (lol), we still manage to forge ahead and make it work.
Still it leaves you to wonder all the what ifs that happened in my life. It was a whole new adventure interlaced with the greatest sorrows, the happiest of joys, and lessons abounded.
I can still look back and say, "Look at all I did..." but still didn't do what was necessary of me...
But that is okay. Some things are meant to be buried. Some things are meant to never be discovered. Some things just aren't suppose to be.
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