I always do this. Those who I hold most dear to me becomes an idol in my game. There shouldn't be anything....but there is. My heart thumps when it shouldn't.
I was made so angry. I feel like this life I lead is a lie. I'm not ready for this. She is too good for me.
I need to stop hiding behind the wall and own up to my own mistakes. I should not have ridden this out his long. It isn't fair to anyone, me nor her.
My mind is not pure, tainted like a foul abyss. I need friends, people whom I should respect with so much honor.
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